Super Show 4

gw mau cerita tentang pengalaman antri gw untuk dapet tiket super show 4 atau biasa disebut SS4. SS4 ini merupakan world tour nya Super Junior (iya2 korea, gw emang gila korea). gw nunggu2 banget mereka kesini, karena dr SS1 sampe SS3, indonesia itu ga termasuk dalam list world tour mereka. jadi tahun ini perdana mereka ngadain SS4 di indonesia. udh dr berapa bulan gosip SS4INDONESIA kedengeran, dan akhirnya kira2 sebulan lalu bener2 di confirm kalo SS4 akan ada di indonesia. dan harga tiket diumumin hari kamis tanggal 29 maret, serta penjualan tiket akan diadakan di twin plaza hotel sabtu 7 april. gw rasa nya kayak keselek neraka pas tau harganya, MAHAAAL BOOOK. dan dari pengumuman harga sampai penjualan tiket cuma jeda SEMINGGU, gimana gw nabungnya :'' bersyukur papa ade mau modalin akuuuuu :* i love you papa hehe akhirnya gw dan kakak gw memutuskan untuk antri. penjualan tiket akan berlangsung 7 april jam 8 pagi, TAPI akan dibagiin nomor antrian jam 00.00. yaudah gw fikir jam 6 sore gw ke twin plaza. itu gw baru pulang kondangan dan dr rumah nenek gw, akhirnya tampilan gw untuk antri seperti ini :

pake dress pendek, untung kakak gw bawain sendal jd gw ga perlu pake heels selama antri

ternyata gw nyampe twin kecepetan, jam set5 gw nyampe, dan you know what?udah  rameeeeee banget masyaallah rasanya sedih bener takut ga dapet. tp gw pikir yaaa segini baru 300an orang, jd dapet lah insyaallah.

ini pas gw dateng udah segini antriannya pdhl nomor baru akan dibagi jam 12 malem, ini masih set5 sore

alhasil yaudah nikmatin aja ngantri, kira2 jam 7 mlm kita dipindah ke ruangan yg lebih luas dan dingin. bete? beeeeh super bete gw ngantri dr jam set5 sampe jam 12. pake dress pulaaaak, ga bisa duduk seenaknya, harus duduk yg manis. dan gw ga bawa laptop,nds ataupun psp aaaah udah mati gaya banget gw gatau lg harus ngapain. akhirnya jam 12 tercapai (terima kasih yaallah) dan kira2 jam set1 lah gw baru dapet nomor, gw dapet nomor 300 yaaaap 300 kawan-kawanku sekalian. pas dikasih nomor, kita disuruh isi formulir nulis mau pesen tiket yg mana dan alternatif nya kalo2 yg kita mau udah penuh. jadi isi formulir ini berguna biar pas jam 8 kita tinggal bayar aja karna udah nulis kita mau yg harga berapa dan di sebelah mana.
gw kasih tau dulu layout venue dan harga nya :

gw mengincar junior vip yang RP1.400.000, dan gw mau nya di sektor i j ataupun k, dan gw nulis alternatifnya yg junior vip m atau n. gw gamau di L karna menurut gw itu kejauhan. setelah isi formulir, gw pulang kerumah tante gw yg ada disebrang twin. pagi2 jam 7 gw udah kembali berada di twin untuk ngantri bayar, ga perlu panik kalo skrg karena udah punya nomor jd tinggal tunggu panggil. setelah proses bayar selesain kita dikasih voucher ticket, akhirnya gw dapet di junior vip sektor M, yaa not bad lah gw bersyukur, dan nanti voucher ticket dituker ke tiket asli di H-1 konser atau hari H nya.

GOT IT!

ini pertama kali nya gw nonton konser, dan alhamdulillah konser pertama yg gw tonton adalah artis paling gw suka didunia ini (lebai). dan gw amat sangat bersyukur gw ga desek2an atau susah2an sama sekali selama antri, bener2 nyaman banget buat gw.

so, the oppas... we will meet as soon as possible.. especially you, cant wait to see you, sungmin oppa :)

shasa

Beautiful In White

Not sure if you know this
But when we first met  
I got so nervous 
I couldn't speak  
In that very moment  
I found the one and  
My life had found its missing piece
So as long as I live I'll love you  
Will have and hold you  
You look so beautiful in white  
And from now to my very last breath
This day I'll cherish  
You look so beautiful in white Tonight
What we have is timeless  
My love is endless  
And with this ring I Say to the world  
You're my every reason you're all that I believe in  
With all my heart I mean every world

oooh oh You look so beautiful in white
So beautiful in white Tonight

And if a daughters what our future holds  
I hope she has your eyes  
Finds love like you and I did Yeah, 
I wish she falls in love and I will let her go
I'll walk her down the aisle  
She'll look so beautiful in white
You look so beautiful in white

-Shane Filan

shasa

The Vow

-I chose to stay with him for all the things he's done right; not the one thing he's done wrong. I chose to forgive him

-I vow to help you love life, to always hold you with tenderness, to have the patience that love demands, to speak when words are needed, and to share the silence when they are not, to agree to disagree about red velvet cake, to live within the warmth of your heart, and always call it home

-Life's all about moments of impact, and how they change our lives forever. But what if one day you could no longer remember any of them?

-I vow to love you and no matter what challenges might carry us apart, we will always find a way back to each other

-Come home with me. We’ll figure this out together

-But how do you look at the girl you love, and tell yourself it’s time to walk away?

shasa

Don't Say Goodbye

Davichi-Dont Say Goodbye

touched..

shasa

Hate x Love

i dont like studying

i love dancing, reading, hang out, dancing, sleeping, joke, dancing, dreaming, hugging, kissing, dancing..

the conclusions .. i love dancing more than studying

 shasa

THE_STORY

sekarang aku mau cerita tentang pentas jazz balletku kemarin tanggal 17desember2011 di Taman Ismail Marzuki. pentasnya berjudul the story, cerita ttg seorang anak perempuan yang berusaha keras untuk mewujudkan cita2nya membangun sekolah tari tetapi ibunya menentang untuk menari. disini aku jadi anak graduation saat anak2 sekolah tari angkatan pertama tersebut lulus. rasanya seneng jalanin pentas ini, walaupun capek karna banyak tugas kuliah juga, tapi untuk the story ini kita udah latihan sejak kurang lebih bulan agustus, jadi kira2 4bulanan kita latihan untuk tampil di 17desember.. alhamdulillah semua berjalan lancar. seneng juga pada nonton, ada sahabat2ku yaitu dede ipang ketek bolang, tapi sedih sih karena bella detya didi dan bramen ga bisa dateng untuk nonton aku dan ona :( kakakku dan pacar nya juga dateng. pertunjukan dimulai jam 2 dan selesai jam 4, tapi jam 7 kita nari lg di hall teater jakarta, walapun cuma nari flashmob aja tapi seruuuu sekali. sedih pentasnya udah selesai, kayak ga berasa semua nya selesai, kayaknya waktu itu masih harus latihan2 sabtu dan minggu, sekarang semuanya hilang.. malah jadi kayak hampa.pingin pentas lagi rasanya, semoga pentas tahun depan bisa lebih baik dari tahun ini dan udah naik kelas, amin amin amiiiin..

berikut foto-fotonya, tapi ga ada foto pas perform karena pentas namarina tidak diperbolehkan ngambil foto atau merekam, tapi tenaaaang nanti ada dvd nya kok :)

ID CARD

get ready

with raya vindya

the dancers

my best, my dancer.. yoehana.. (kiri : kostum the story, kanan : kostum flashmob)

hey love :*

but .. he is not coming. a person who is included in the list "people who i expect to come" but that's okay :) I know we have a different way, and I know that he supported me.. 

shasa 

RIGHT NOW

this time .. I don't want anything, do anything, think anything, anything .. you hear? anything! I'll continue to re-word it, until there is no meaning anymore. I live in a crazy world, huh? the world who don't understand the meaning of toil, love, friendship, or just me who can't understand all that? or may not want to understand .. don't want to ..

except dancing, that's all I want now .. I dance not only with my body, but with my soul, heart and mind .. which can clear all the disgusting things that I'm dealing with. To give me more spirit, to face my world that was shattered. my body looks great, although the inside has been damaged and destroyed. there will be no one could guess what was happening to me ..

 

so, I need to dance .. bismillahirrahmanirahim, I pray for my performances this year, I hope this will be very beautiful, for me, for others, for other dancers, to my family, and my friends..

sasha

should i?

my day..
day by day.. seems like its more complicated. i dont have time to eat, to sleep, to hangout. like... there is a big hole in my heart. i really really tired of this situation. i need more time in a day, to resolve all matters.
when im tired, thats not me, thats my body, it feels like to be collapse. but i really cant tell anyone about my problem, about my feelings. its funny, some of my friends, crying and telling me about their problem, almost every time. I'm happy to listen, and I give them advice, without them knowing what I'm experiencing. maybe, my problem is more severe and complicated, but i dont know why, i cant tell anybody, even my bestfriends. i have many stories that i cant even tell my bestfriends. why? i dont know. why cant I share a story? I became very closed.
should i through this? will i be strong enough? 
I look strong from outside, such as not having problems, like feeling happy all the time. But I was very fragile in the inside..

 sasha