Super Show 6 (Tangerang) Ina

Setelah hampir 2 tahun, akhirnya Super Show kesini lagi. Terakhir itu konser SS5 jakarta digelar bulan Juni 2013. Sebenernya walaupun gw masih (amat sangat) suka sama Suju, gw udah jarang ngikutin kehidupan mereka. Lagu jg cuma tau ya yg hits aja atau yang ada music video nya, walapun gw punya album terbaru mereka tp tetep aja ga hafal lagu2nya karena jarang ngedengerin haha ga kayak jaman masih muda dulu, nonton konser suju gw bs sing along bareng abege-abege lain dan dr mereka masih dibelakang panggung gw udah tau next song yg bakal dinyanyiin apa. Kalau skrg mah gw aja gatau judul lagu yg mereka nyanyiin apa, set list konsernya gmn, semua ini diakibatkan aku yg sudah bekerja dan tidak punya waktu untuk spazzing seperti dahulu kala, betul-betul menghabiskan masa mudaku D': *nangis dipelukan donghae*
Kali ini aja gw ngeblog mesti sambil liat wikipedia biar inget urutan lagu yang mereka nyanyiin kemarin, sebagai penggemar saya benar2 merasa gagal *terjun*
Jadi gini, harga tiket SS6 ini amat sangat diluar perkiraan, beda banget sama konser2 terdahulu

kali ini gw nonton di section yellow a, ga punya uang bundaaaa untuk beli yang pink. gw rasa promotor mau eurotrip nih sampe2 pas harga tiket diumumin bikin gw kayak keselek neraka begini rasanya, mana ga ada sungmin, makin aja hati ini terasa terbebani

someone's husband.

Happy wedding,

Lee Sungmin.

shock? of course yes :) but im not mad, as long as you are happy, im happy, my dear oppa.

everything's gonna be okay. im okay. i swear :) 

"Your new bride is one lucky girl I know Because I’ve had the pleasure of loving you in the past I am always so happily surprised. As you walk down the isle toward your new marriage

I see nothing but good things ahead for you. Just know if things ever get rough in the future You always have me to turn to. I once called you the love of my life
In some ways you still are" (Quotes from Google. whoever you are, thank you for writing such a beautiful quote)

I am still your biggest fan, eventho you are someone's husband now. don't worry :") and thankyou for making me know how to love an idol this deep.

Shasa

Mahakarya 25 RCTI w/ Super Junior M

click here : Mahakarya 25 RCTI w/ Super Junior M

yeayeeerrrssss we are here. SJM oppa, we love youuuu! lets meet again, soon!

w/ Cecyl & Windy

shasa

this is so priceless

loving you is the best thing i've ever felt.

this is a serious statement.


shasa

Still you♥️

i still love you.

24/7
can't through a day without seeing your face.

shasa

in my humble opinion

seriously,

are you even real? :c you looks so fine.
i can't english anymore. gw bingung kenapa ada manusia seindah dia :c is it just me? i'm crazy for him. i kinda like him a looooooooooooot huhuhuhu i don't even know why. he'll go to the army soon, as a policeman :3 soon-to-be most handsome police in seoul hehehe goodluck goodluck!

i love everything in you.
shasa

imu.

i miss youuu so much :c i'm hurt. i wanna see you again, i miss you like hell :c when will i see you again? already 8months, we usually meet every 6 months. but now, i didn't see you for 8 months. i can't bear it :c

"sungmin' mom said sungmin will enlist this year but the month isn't confirm yet" I'M CRYING THE UGLIEST TEARS. i can accept everything abt sungmin like girlfriend or even marriage but how to deal with enlistment. fuck. i'll be the happiest person if sungmin has a gf but i'll be the craziest person when he go to army. how do i live w/o him for 2years TT TT

i can't take 2 years without you lee sungmin, i wanna meet u again pls once again at least before that fucking enlistment :'''''''((((

shasa

How to deal with you?

EXCUSE YOU, ARE YOU STOPPED AGING AT 5? how are you 29-year-old?  too cute be an old man like seriously i'm crazy for you!

eventho you wore that vneck. YOU ARE FORGIVEN!

shasa

totally in love with you.
lee sungmin, can i keep you in my pocket?

shasa

(late) birthday gift from my friend.
IM SOOOOOO HAPPY. CUTEST!

shasa

some guy are born special
and lee sungmin is one of them.
at least...

for me

shasa

my fandom :""")
it bring tears into my eyes :""")

shasa

yeah today ...

again...

Lee sungmin...

i just read a fan account, about you ... :'''')

this afternoon, i know you were coming to ryeowook's musical, i just think "you keep your promise to watch ryeong's musical"
i saw your photos, you are gorgeous, so handsome and cool but i can see you aren't in a good mood, maybe too tired? have you eaten? did you sleep well? take care please :) this busy schedule is disgusting, right?
everything is okay, my heart is okay, till i read the fan account hehehe :"") actually i still okay after i read it.

she said she watched ryeowook's musical today, btw she is your fangirl, like me. she is an international fangirl, not a korean fangirl, like me. and you suddenly appeared and sat in front of her :""") she said you smelled so good. i think she is nearly to cry when she know that "sungmin oppa is sitting in front of me"
and i know, last month she met you at SS4 3D premier and shook hand with you :"")

and i was "aaaah how lucky she is"
i'm okay seriously i'm okay, but you know i'm craving for her luck :) am i too selfish or arrogant? yes, i envy her hehehehe i'm so sorry

 130828 Lee sungmin at ryeowook's musical

me right now :

shasa

i love super junior. no matter what they say.

shasa

i know i'm crazy.

Hyoyeon. Yoona. Hyunbin. Taeyeon. Seohyun.

Hyunbin. Kyuhyun. Yesung. Donghae

the one and only, Lee Sungmin

Yesung. Sungmin. Kyuhyun. Donghae.

and suddenly i found this wall hahahaha my cardigan met the wall. lol. all the things change into rainbow.

shasa

too cute to be 28-years-old-man

Super Show 5 Hongkong

it's all about lee sungmin again, i'm sorry guys i'm so sorry i love this guy so much, whatever he does is always good for me, never been wrong for me, to be fucking honest. eventho he act like a lil boy, dressing like a girl, making an annoying sound, hiding under his cap to avoid fan's camera. I NEVER HATED HIM. 
ah i've hated him once. when he hurt himself by playing skateboard and fell down, he had to use a cane to walk.

he is like a treasure for me. he is so precious. meeting him is a priceless thing in my life.

shasa

my every you

a love letter for lee sungmin (ignore my brainless side)

idk why but i guess i should write this, about my feeling. this is such a burden, i swear to god.

lee sungmin, he is an idol. he is rich, famous, has a lot of fans, musical actor, singer, dancer, actor. 29 years old man. i'm telling you, he is not that handsome, he is fat and short. but his cuteness really driving me insane. he is not a humble idol like choi siwon or lee donghae. but i love him the most, like seriously my every moment with him is so beautiful. when he was standing in front of me, i couldn't take a pict, i just want to see him as much as i can while hugging my lightstick and smiled for no reason. i mumbled "thankyou god i could see him this close". some people told me that i am completely crazy. and i know that was true. i shouldn't have given my heart to you, to a stranger like you. this is not the feeling between a fangirl and her idol. i love him for real. how can i felt sad when i saw him wearing a necklace with a ring on it? nonsense! or when sj members are taking their holiday, watching SNSD's concert, watching henry's debut stage, came to sukira (radio), came to the cafe, rest for a whole day in the dorm, meanwhile sungmin is doing his musical everyday in japan. everyday. he has no time for rest. he must be so tired :( i'm sad. why are you taking musical contract when you have to do superjunior world tour too? do not push your self too hard please. i should not idolized someone this much. but already stucked! my life is ruined bcs of superjunior, bcs of lee sungmin. of course i love another boygroup but no one can replace superjunior. they are my priority in my kpop hell. sungmin oppa, i love you to the moon and back. rest and eat well please, you are not a robot, you need a rest bcs i have to meet you in your best condition, okay? ah one thing, will you go to the army next year? i don't know how to spend 2 years without you :( i will meet you again before those fucking army, right? hehehehehe. i will stop loving you when an apple fruit grows on mango tree. that is a promise. i miss you so much.

look! i have 4 superjunior lightsticks. 2 of them have sungmin name on it (성민 = sungmin)

love of my life hehehehehehe

shasa

Super Show 5 Live in Jakarta

click here : Super Show 5 INA

shasa

Less than 2 weeks n_n

first of all, i'll give you a bad news .....

i will post abt my Kpop hell (AGAIN). I'M SORRY DUDE!

so, already D-10 SS5 Jakarta, still excited like SS4, SMtown, Mubank before ^^
when i lay on my bed, i just thought that meeting superjunior is like a dream for me eventho i've met them 4 times before, i still get the feeling of nervousness. believe it or not but i always got sick a few days before the concert, about 1 or 2 days before the concert. i've got a symptoms of typhus for SS4, i've got a high fever and have no voice at all for SMtown, and i've got a diarrhea for Mubank. cool, right? -___- God, don't let me sick this time, pretty pls? 
i was dreaming about watching SS5 a few days ago, and waking up is really the hardest thing, i felt so huuuuuurt. in my dream, sungmin came to me and he hugged me so tight, i cried a lot on his shoulder. WHY???? DREAMING ABOUT YOUR IDOL IS THE WORST THING EVER YOU KNOW! bcs you have to accept the reality when you open your eyes. fuck. gosh i think i should keep my self in order to stay sane under this dangerous hell.

See you in 10 days, my life ruiners :)

I'M SO READY FOR SS5 JAKARTA, CAN'T WAIT TO SEE MY OPPARS :D

i took a hard job at this age, spazzing over my oppars. sigh.

Hi the apple of my eyes, i'm gonna meet you again :) i love you like there's no tomorrow. if i have a boyf, i will ask him to understand my love for you, eventho no one can understand my love for you, no one. you have a very soft spot in my heart. although i love a lot of oppars, but you are more than anything else. if i say i love another oppa it means i love sungmin even more. if i cry bcs of another oppa, it means i cry bcs of sungmin even harder.

bless me God. i'm trying to stay normal.
tbh, am i completely lost my mind? guys, be honest to me please.

#Superjunior #sungmin

shasa

i can't thank enough, God :)

GUYS I'VE GOT SS5 TICKET YEYEYEAAAAY! HEHEHEHE LESS THAN A MONTH TILL SS5 INA. IT'LL BE MY 5TH AND 6TH TIMES MEETING SUPERJUNIOR!

Super Show 5 : Super Junior World Tour Live in Jakarta, 1 & 2 June @ Mata Elang Indoor Stadium, Ancol.

June 1st & June 2nd ppali come~

i know that god must love me, this endless happiness :)

farsha